wedeveryone had cca. so nth much. stay back in sch to eat. met cx teng nette by chance in the canteen. went home and stoned.
thursno one stayed back. all busy preparing for friday chem test. i was released at about 3.30pm. PI got to make ammendments. teacher say its a gd idea but the 2nd part need more creative ideas. the canteen is pretty empty at 3.30pm. bought chem tys and assessment bk. went home to study them but found its too tough for me -.-
friended the day with an econ lecture. i was listening throughout the lessson but doesn't seem to understand a damn shit. cant go out of sch cos i need to go for a tennis trial. i ended sch at 3.30pm but the trial is at 6pm. for the trial, i was supposed to hit 6 balls. i miss like 2 of them. made too lousy hits. but i somehow managed to join the team. maybe i got the strokes. so nxt time ppl just act pro, might came in useful. everyone was given like 3 mths to train and the first team will be chosen. had sch "synergy" night. performance basically. i will upload some of the videos ltr.
i admit defeat! total defeat~ i was no better. i was not an inborn entertainer. i didnt know how to talk, make ppl happy. ppl most likely get bored by me. i got no talents, no looks, no figures, no money. i played sports, but master of none -.-
i dun like myself now...